Asides

It's in the way you smile,

At the silly things I say,

That make me want to,

Tear apart and break away.

I have not always,

Been this strange,

I would love to tell you,

How much I'm afraid.

But I'm not here to stay,

I'm not here to stay,

A streetlight streaks,

Across the moon tonight baby.

I can see it,

Shining,

In the distance,

Fading.

No, I have not always,

Been this way,

I can't bring myself,

To ask if you're ok.

There is nothing,

I can do,

To make things,

Change.

'Cause I'm not here to stay,

No, I'm not here to stay,

I can hear the birdsong,

Through the branches baby.

This morning,

I believed.

That I was,

Truly crazy.

So I'm not gonna stay,

I can't seem to stay awake,

Please forgive me baby.

November 13

Hollow under my cloth,

Reeling over all sides,

Time is not such a burden,

When I'm passing you by.

Maybe an ending soon,

My love is dark,

There's no easy way,

When I close my eyes.

As near as I dare,

As confused as I am,

The flock flew,

When the ground shook,

And everything took to the air.

That's when I think to you,

Did you see him too?

The boy,

Silently sat on the stairs.

November 13,

November 13,

I'm sorry I missed your meaning,

I was asleep,

I was asleep.

Now flowers grow,

In the same spot,

By the beach head,

That we all know.

And there's a static roar,

Coming from the TV screen,

In the house,

Where nobody goes.

I watch time seep away,

Through this window,

I can't say,

What it means.

But it will end,

In a place,

Where the sea flows,

And the tide sweeps in to clean.

Clean away.

November 13,

November 13,

I'm sorry I missed your meaning,

I was asleep,

I fell asleep.

Somewhere In My Head

We're a black hole,

Killing off,

Draw into ourselves,

Together, lost.



To a place,

Where we feed on each other,

On a bed,

Bleeding into each other.



Make me need,

Fill this desire to suffer,

My lover,

Are you my friend?



Somewhere In my head,

I needed to be broken,

I needed to be empty,

I remember what was said,

And that has never left me.



Always in my head,

But never hear your voice at all,

Maybe this is what the future holds,

So I can move again,

Move on again.



It's taken it's toll,

I walk with weary thoughts,

I won't accept your trust,

But can't seem to take things slow.



You can live your life,

I walk out of the doors of mine,

Yeah, it takes it's toll,

I don't care for an easy time.